so sad nw~feel like wan to cry~

Yesterday,
i so angry myself~
n oso my brain~
y must b sad when hear sum words?
nw til i regret dy~
even i din slp for whole nite~
n jz chat wif frez in msn~
thx god coz she teach me so many of things~
but,
mayb will make her feel disapointed wit me~
nt oni her,
but sum1 i like oso will feel disapointed wit me~
coz im oso hate myself~

tat is bcoz i too care my relationship between her~

i oso dunwan b tat de~

but i cant,

coz i too miss her~

tat day go meeting de time,

i reli hv feel tat request her to accompany me more again~

bt i know tat is impossible,

coz her hiuse hv gathering,

i cant so selfish~

i jz can walked behind her n watch shadow of her go far than me~

tat time de me reli feel so sad~

but yesterday n 2day i oso make her sad~

even i so care her~

wori bout her,

bt i dun dare to sms her even i always think of her~

am i is a person chicken-heart n weak person?

i think im~

but wat can do?

i jz can hide inside the toilet~

tears drop itself~

i oso wont believe tat myself will tears drop easily~

since when i bcum tis?

im so like baby rite?

tat is i now de~

inside my mind,

my brain jz akeep ask me,

if reli cant tahan miss her than sms her ba~

dun giv urself pain like tis~

bt i cant,

everytimes i dy finish write the msg tat wan send to her~

i must giv up de~

jz left it to keep inside the draft~

i reli so sad nw~

duno hv wat can do~

who can teach me?

i reli miss her,

i can tahan tat the time witout her~

write til here,

feel wan cry dy~~~~

nw,

inside my heart,

i jz hope she can forgiv me,

i dy denda myself,

2day,

my breakfast eat de is carrot plus bread n carrot milk~

my lunch is 2 carrot n carrot milk,

nite is chicken chop plus carrot n carrot milk~

nw de me jz can "see the things,miss the person"~~~~

im sorry,

can u pls forgiv me?

i love u ~

i miss u~

i care u ~

i lost u~

i wan u~

Sorry,Honey~~~